I am so thankful to Dennis Gleason, Debra Gilmour and Steve Hall for giving me this opportunity to be on the NW HEALTH CHALLENGE. I have been smiling from ear to ear for weeks now including today! But tonight at 12:22 am is a different story. As I sit here at my desk writing this journal, something I am not used to doing at all. Tears are flowing down my face....I just saw myself on camera and I am so mortified, I can't help but cry because I can't believe I let myself get this BIG! I have so many emotions running in my head and it just caught up with me. I seem to put up this exterior that I am so secure within myself (which for the most part I am) but then something that I have been battling my whole life and being made fun of in school has really warped my way of thinking. I have never wanted to be a size 2, for me that's too small. I just want to be healthy and happy :) I know that this journey will take time and motivation but WOW is all I can say! I pray that Jesus takes hold of me and really guides me through it!
Thank you all for your love and support, I couldn't do it without you.
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M'chel I hear you and give you my full commitment that you have a partner that will support you in your journey to the new you.
We have the tools and you are the only one that can do this for you, but have no fear you have the full support of everyone on the NW health challenge and you are in good hands.
This is just another page in your life. Something you get to challenge and overcome another one of life mile stones.
I can promise you this. The camera doesn’t lie and if you follow the program you will never be here in you life again.
The program is designed to take you step by step. You will learn how to live a lean and healthy lifestyle and be a health weight.
The camera will love you and you will love the camera.
In a few months you will look back and say I am so glad I made the commitment to my self and changed my life.
Your Biggest Fan
Steven Hall
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